Alright, I gotta say something to my friend who has been with me for the past 18 years and recognise me without fails after we reunion @ the age of 13. If to let me reminisce, our 1st encounter that really hit me was back on the bus heading back home 11 years ago.. U called out to me, to my name knowing that I’m in the same co-circular activity in school but to me who wasn’t really good @ recognizing ppl, not to mention their face or name..

To be honest, i was kinda of thinking “who’s this?”

But later with a bit with everyday, i finally grasp “Who this person really is”

Thru the years, we quarrelled, cried, laughed and enjoyed each other company.. There were really a basket full of memorable scenarios which create and makes up 30% what we are till date…

I wish you with utmost happiness, as not far from ur side there stands a “Soul-mate” of yours.. Good to know that this person will be holding ur hands marching down the rest of the decades waiting ahead in regardless of rain or shine and hot or cold.. *please be bliss*

As ur friend, we will not be parted in any ways even thou when time comes we seldom keep in contact or miss out each others for a long time, for as long as u need anyone of us, we will be there for sure…

To that someone: “U’re indeed bless wif my fren by ur side… to haf actually found my fren out from the 4 millions ppl and is able to walk down the aisle hand in hand, requires much courage from now on, thus be the ONE as be need & to love..”

(p/s: you know who u are… Congratulation my dear friend~!)

Love, ws a.k.a Gin

hahahaa… Wow.. its been 4 months..

Nonetheless, I still haf to wish everybody ” Selamat Hari Raya” man… pls eat tons of curry+chilli like nobody business and brighten ur house wif adunbdant of rainbow colors flickering LED bulbs thru’ out the nite…

I like those flickering LED bulbs alot more than I can imagine (in luv perhaps?!), but i cant really hang one in my house/room cos everybody has been talking about clean & green, savings energy blah… blah… blah… in order to stop the bloody global warming that will perhaps reach us in year 2050, maybe sooner or later depends on our extravagant mode… thus i refrain myself in living the way i want and wish to be..

So how’s life lately? Not good and not that bad either… plain & unbearable boring as always as it seems… haha.. being a Aquarius, i really is the odd one.. luv loneliness, luv staring @ blank, enjoy slacking & bedding alot.. thus in comparison… Not sure I may be good or bad in crowd it depends..

Well that’s me.. with little expectations, heartless, mindless and motivation-less + money-less.. how cruel lifes is without imagine..

Actually, that struck my little brain as I would like to ask did anyone find out or did a survey to see if there’s a more of optimists then pessimists in this world? I bet more of the pessimists because there are accumulating of more corpses den discovering millionaires in this wide wide world~!

Love,

ws a.k.a Gin

Alright.. 6 months later & I’m back to revive my pity bloggie..

Things changed and people started to grow solitary without much noticing & reflecting… may it be due to personal or environment factor, it “mould” us to “behave” as per perception required..

Life isn’t much entertained so not really much to review on.. I’m wondering izzit when the age is catching up, ppl tends to reminisce on the past?? hahaha… Life is really the best when all are “so-blur-like-sotong” like hell in the past..

“Simplicity, problem-less and trouble-free…”

Now, it seems that as days past, tons of problems keep on piling up.. Its sort of like nv ending, even after old ones were unraveled, there bound to have some new ones slowly starting to unveil 1 by 1..

Busted gained… Perturbed felt… Dismal underwaying…

but the seek for Gratification, ultimately needs to be sustained… True enough, our specified life is just another learning process & be a judge for our own…

^Gonez… (as time slips away~)

Everybody knows I’m a canto.. but little did i know that I do haf a Hokkien’ese’ look.. or I thought some ppls say that its easy to see one of which dialect grp she/he belongs too… hahaa.. so i guess i simply look like i’m well-verse in Hokkien until I’m totally speechless… this relates to 1 fine day;

I was hungry till i think cooking instant noodles is a vex thing for me to do cos thinking that cook+eat+wash which makes up to walk+buy+eat.. so to me whether cook myself or buy from kopitiam, still adds to get the same answer..

So at tat point of time I’m really craving for fish ball noodle, with my mum’s share & i place order in chinese; “Uncle, 2 pack’ fish ball noodle - take away” which means “Uncle, 两 (liang) 包鱼圆面”…. But Uncle look at me puzzled for 5 secs and replied “你要 *lak” 包?

Do i look like i’m starving like hell OR is my chn tat sucks OR maybe is tat uncle been thinking tat I’d been talking in Hokkien all along? Even if Uncle was to cook 6 packets for me, he has to give it to me as FOC, cos i only bought $5 enough to buy 2 at tat time..

Lessons learn: “Actions really do speaks loudly den words”

*GonEZ… (I had more than enough of fish ball noodle for e time being..)

Had a sensual night with demon, villain & monster… jus lack of devil due to down with sickness.. but not to worry, hope to see u soon on this coming 31st Jan.. *thou still got 30days*

Gwad~ had to much of vodka in the wee hours, which led me to sleep thru almost the whole day of my 1st day in 2009.. but fortunately i didn’t plan to go out on the very 1st day too (shops closed too).. but it was fun, singing loudly with my lungs out in a KTV pub with a “non-sober” heart & mind thinking that i won’t be back any sooner perhaps this yr’s end again even if i’m badly *out-of-tune*.. ahahahaa.. but monster & villain lloks soo cute when they’re shy, it seems they’re still not used to the environment after we stayed for 4hrs..

by the way, thanks for the gift, demon… *happily munching away*

Okie… & seriously i dun haf any idea of wat happened after i boarded the cab with villain cos the whole trip i only remembering i was chatting non-stop but i couldn’t recall wat did the both of us said maybe gossipping… * tat’s a bad habit of mine* hahahahahaha…. So, villain pls let me know wat happened cos i’d been wrecking my brain out when i’m in bath but still cant recall… its getting on my nerve liaoz..

Last, hope everyones is well and in good shape… we shall put away the unpleasant & look forward to the present and future.. Everything shall be as good as new and be happy always~ *cheers*

*gOnEz… HAPPY 2009! HAPPY 2009! HAPPY 2009! HAPPY 2009! HAPPY 2009!

Oh.. they may be cute…. BUT they also did scare the whole sh*t out of me…

Little did I noe that after living for quite some time in this world, perhaps the longer u live the more timid u’ll get & now as my guts is depleting~

Lately as I thought that sometimes being alone, that can also be an enjoyable moment too.. *I guess* Cause’ all sort of things came by when u’re alone most of the time, jus’ simply take for instance ytd nite, when i was walking my way back home from interchange~

That simply lovely looking kittie is almost letting my heart jumping out from my throat when i was making at a sharp corner when approaching underneath a block, it was right under my feet happily licking away when i almost thought “WAT THE HELL…” is that white color thingy (btw, forgot to mention its white…) & its huge like duno wat sia… esp. when the light is dimmed & I was on my MP4

Gwad~ I was always looking forward in meeting those “supernatural” but not such “luck” is given to me so far, but to me scare by jus a cat is so totally uncool and i guess its b’cos of the stupid “dim light” (anyway i’m scare of the dark too…)

Can I meet some 1 of “those” someday? But if possible pls be in with more lights given… or.. perhaps i think perferably in dark cos too clear might be gross (guess might be like wat TV has always shown)… isn’t it?

*GonEz… (bless me~)

Aww… its been a long time liaoz… *wipe wipe*

Hi hi, god.. I didnt know it has been so long.. cant deny time really flies and now it seems that i’d completed my 1st sems of school life, but tat means the next stage of hell life is marching its merrier way towards me soon..

So how’s life everybody? I’d been good & wasting my life to ’somehow’ fullest… haha.. i tend to sleep less, play more, work less & spend more.. Wow~ isn’t that the life i’d been looking forward to.. but it’s not that easy thou.. the want not equals to the need anyway~

Managed to pass my exams but sadly to say without flying colors… nah.. gotta try harder next time, alright Ms Janice ^^

Actually wanna to chat more on my on-going life but why ponder about the past… its just a lie anyway, its just i hate wrecking my tiny brain, messing up the sequence of my cells…

For work wise, i thou of surviving for another 2 years, should I? thinking back its had been 1 yr 5 mths since i stepped into this field yet there’s more to learn.. but to learn wat i haven’t learn outside of this ‘world’…

Things gets boring, if its not the one u want.

Things will be out of reach, if u didn’t stretch out ur hands.

Things will not be the same, if u dare to make a difference.

So… how much can u withstand?

Last, I really wanna apologize to Zoe… I’m really sorry that I’d missed ur B day, totally forgotten to greet & also followed up too…  forgive me pls~ ;~|

*GoneZ (PonDering, PoNderinG & pOnDeRing…)

Dear Ms Celeste Ong & Ms Janice tay…
Please get well soon~ I’m glad that my heart is healthy and running perfectly well….
But when the news reached over, its almost skip a beat..
& I’m glad that u 2 are doing great… let’s go shopping together soon~~ okie~ *pray*

Dear Ms Ha…
I believe when one are meant to be ended is b’cos another is blooming and getting ahead of time just for you… so only remember the good not the bad, just for safe-keeping as a PAST… & look forward to the future…

All i can say its that, if u need a fren…. I WILL BE HERE !!
Last, hope all be Healthy & Happy always ^-^

*Gonez (happiness comes from within~)

Alrite… few days back, A-C-P realli pissed the hell out of me… i’m definitely and absolutely fuming mad b’cos of their stupid accusations and call-to-scold tactics… why cant they simply acknowledge their wrongs and talk peacefully when its basically their wrong?!?!

I think i can slightly understand why they did that and they dared not call or talk to me at all cos i’d wrote an email to their precious chairman whom they’re scare out of their wits and will be in total shit if things get up high there.. So right after they received their "chanting" from the chairman, I was the "suay" one to kena all the left over shit from those outrageous beasts who claimed they worked duno for how many countless decades *like shit* and what or who I am to lecture them and even wrote in to pin-point them..

A*shole.. darn stupid uncivilized basta*ds… OH… cant vent my frustrations enough here… my madness level could kill them if i see them in person… they shld be darn grateful b’cos i didnt know who they are and how the hell they looked like…
F*ck… it  still makes my blood boiling like volcano even though  its been 5 days..

furthermore, one claimed to be the MD of the company uses threatening words like.. "make sure I wont be surviving in this line anymore….."

But i will let them know… "darn it! try all means and dun ever let me make my ways to the top, if not YOU will suffer…."

my evil plotting against them starts now… i guess~

*GoneZ (p/s: PLEASE PARDON MY LANGUAGE… i’m sorry~~)

I guess there’s reali nothing to update that much lately…
Life isn’t that awesome… jus plain & quiet… & i’m getting used to it…

i’m absolutely neglecting my bloggie very much… *forgive me*

hem… I’m fine & healthy thou… i think its time for a change… *nod*

*gonez… (All my frenz… I luv ya~)